Pain rips through my wide open heart like a sharp knife. I feel the aftershock vibrating through my entire body. As much as one might sense this is coming, maybe denying, it does not lessen the pain.
Feeling this in my heart, at least I am feeling. I hold my heart open and try not to shrink away from this experience. It too is a part of my journey. It is a part of my awakening. Maybe one must experience this to know deep love as well.
I have been set free like a bird, not that I felt I was imprisoned. The road in front of me continues to reveal itself. I don’t know yet if this parting will come back together again after a period of time or if this is where this part of the journey ends. I just know that I can continue on, following the voice inside that is calling me, without holding back for another to catch up.
I am alone now. I know I am never truly alone, but in this moment, I am. I will need some time to adjust to this new way of being. I feel the void that has just been created in my life and I am not yet sure what to do with this space.
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Leah Schroeder is a Reiki Master and ThetaHealing® Practitioner, www.lifeforcehealingservices.ca and a Financial Representative. “I was born and raised in Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada. For most of my 47 years this has been and currently is the place I call home. I have been working in Financial Services for the past 16 years educating people about their finances, helping them restructure and reduce debt, invest for the future and properly protect their families. A strong sense that there is something more I am supposed to do in the world, a fascination with energy and a series of intuitive nudges has led me to begin practising Reiki and ThetaHealing®. I have a desire to learn and practise other healing modalities, as well as serve children and empower young women around the world. I am grateful for the opportunity to share my thoughts and stories with you.”