In 2004, it was my first time to hear the term “Indigo Children” or “Adult Indigos”. It was my first time to realize I am an adult Indigo. It felt great to know that I am not alone and to realize why I am different. At that time, my life was quite tough but the awareness helped me feel lighter and willing to find and connect to other Indigos around. As I did that, I found that a lot have chosen the U turn path in life. They could not proceed along their journeys. Challenges have knocked them down and they decided to go on in circles of pain hurting others around them. I learned that not all Indigos are peaceful loving beings. Some couldn’t cope with the heavy suffering assigned for us and have turned into negative people rejecting the suffering and the pain in disguise that could have taken them to their full potential if they could only embrace them.
I learned to disconnect from those who’d pull me back and I had to move forward cutting cords even though each had a pure loving seed inside but, consciously or subconsciously, they decided not to nurture it.
As I learned more about Indigos, I looked back at my life and saw how horrible my school days’ experiences were. I saw how alien I was within my family. How lonely and isolated I felt. And how I enjoyed best my own company; my salvation was writing .
Writing for me was an amazing discovery journey and understandings about myself, others and life. Writing was my guide and my best friend.
I stopped trying to find and rescue other Indigos but they happen to cross my path; yet with my new awareness I was more cautious dealing with them.
I have no idea how much the awareness about Indigo people has spread worldwide. But I do know how useful it is to know about it if you are an Indigo or if you have an Indigo child. The best source of information I found was on that website: www.sunfell.com
My love and light to all readers and all Indigos.
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I’m Neveen El-Gamal, an Egyptian 39 years old single mom. I’m a writer, a Reiki and an Emotrance practitioner. I have a published poetry book in Arabic in August 2010 titled “Freeing You from Me”.
I am very grateful to have met the lovely women in the sisterhood group and participate in The Daily Sisterhood.